i never update this thing

www.myspace.com/oh_slut

read margarets xanga .. im in it every now and then

everyone knowing every detail of my entire life ? overrr itttt <3

margaret and i dont comment on the comments/guestbook part of our picturetrail.
people have been using our names and leaving comments saying obnoxious things that neither of us would say - this just had to be cleared up ..
however the hate comments are fun to read<3
www.picturetrail.com/biffs

im very very sickkkk .. i have been for like 2 weeks ..
im not too sure whats wrong with me .. maybe its time to go to the doctor lol

plans for the rest of the week;
tomorrow: school, tempest rehersal, picking up my gown for the pageant =]
friday: voice lesson, not exactly sure whats happening after, possibly seeing margaret
saturday: ypt aida auditions, hanging out with gregory
sunday: open house at school, aida rehersal

sometimes, a woman filled with all sorts of
uncertainties in most of the areas of life and emotion,
will have her only confidence and independence in her fashion-sense.
i'm sure this is a misfortune.
fashion should not be expected to serve in the stead of courage or character.
Loretta Young

myspace: www.myspace.com/oh_slut

sorry for the short update .. keep it real people

so im sitting up at 12:30 .. thinking about a lot of stuff and ive got a lot to say

its amazing how much people can't be trusted, especially ones you thought were your friends .. theyre quick to pass judgement and get involved in things they have no business being involved in .. they say hurtful things that they wont mean in the end .. theyre hypocritical .. but i guess ive learned that everyone is two-faced, everyone talks behind eachothers backs, everyone lies .. our flaws make us human. i am also guilty of the things i mentioned above .. everyone is at some point or another ..

ive made mistakes, but i wont live regretting them .. id be a sad sad person if i did .. and im also very forgiving, which is why i would expect it in return, but i understand that it isnt easy

i dont let people go easily anymore .. i have, in the past, carelessly thrown away incredible friendships that can never be mended, but again, i dont regret it, ive learned from it and grown as a person

ive decided that i wont change for anyone, ive spent too much time worrying about what other people think .. i am who i am,

take it or leave it ..

**edit**

yea so i need these ?

i was just cast in my schools shakespere "The Tempest" but it conflicts with aida maaad amounts because i would have to miss a weekend of shows to be in it .. that wouldnt be too horrible .. but im already missing another weekend of it because of the pageant ughhhhh

friday: Jills Sweet 16 ! it was so much fun, she looked gorgeous - check out pictures at www.picturetrail.com/biffs .. after it i slept at margarets house

saturday: i went home and read a book ? lol and then at night i went to my cousins for my uncles party with greg. it was a surprise party, and my uncle was late getting there because he took my cousin to see a college in Conneticut and they hit a lot of traffic. i wanted to go to the olp carnival sooo badddd but greg and i had fun anyway.

also on the picture trail .. check out "Old Pictures<3"

wuddup peeps

i got into mainstage aida ! im verrrrry excited i love this show<3

so yesterday me and my mom went to the miracle mile in manhassett to do some more gown and interview outfit shopping, i got a few cute things, then we had lunch at panera and then i had a voice lesson

last night greg and i went to see the exorcism of emily rose. extremely extremely dissapointing. there was a billion people in the theater and they wouldnt shut up through out the whole movie .. and the movie was just not scary .. i was so excited to see it .. but in the end .. it was a waste of 2 hours of my life.

so today i woke up early, and i had the aida callback which i guess i did good in haha, and then i worked 5-930

i think i may have to quit my job .. its become such an interference between auditions and voice lessons and such, and how with rehersals and school starting its going to be even worse

wuddup blurry pic, baggy shirts and best friend ?

k c ya<3